Rabu, 11 November 2009

for you who'll never read.. ^^

well,, i do like you.. a lot maybe.. but still don't know whether it's love or not.. anyway, i like you when you around and i miss you when you're not.. truth is, i really don't know why i can end up with this feeling.. haha.. the fact that i'm stuck on you make me fell like i'm an idiot.. why? cause i've tried to deny that since the last time i broke up.. i'm still not ready yet to fall in that endless chain, feel happy yet sad in the same time.. feel love and hate in the same time.. hurt or to be hurt.. i think neither my feeling nor my heart ready for those kinda things yet.. haha..
so, i really hope that you don't feel what i feel.. because if yes, i don't know if i can say no to you.. my head is full enough, so i think i can't handle more than this.. so please please please, just let me be the one who need you to be around.. i think that'll be enough for me..^^

1 komentar:

imike mengatakan...

denial would bring no good. the past may come hurt, tapi ga ada yang benar-benar konsisten di hidup ini, so if you just try, you'll get something new.

yang lalu memang bagian dari yang sekarang, tapi tidak selalu bisa digeneralisasikan sebagai prediksi masa depan.

terima rasa takutnya, terima rasa sama dia, terima apa yang kamu sebenernya harapkan :). semua manusiawi, bukan? we'll never know what lies ahead in case like this. this time, ga perlu ngapa2in cukup diterima aja, that's all you need.


kadang ada saatnya untuk ga berpikir terlalu banyak, dan mungkin itulah saatnya buat dengerin kata hati kita. :)

imho mai!